Day 02- The meaning behind your Blog name

The meaning behind my blog name

Well not much to exactly explain except that instead of just Ms. its MRS. I am married to the most amazing, most respectful, most loving, most incredible man I have ever met, aside from Daddy. :) Elobrating on the name Mrs. Gonzo.. Hmm. Well going from day 1's post. I am married. Gonzalez is my full last name but its short. My husband is in the miltary and they call him "Gonzo" for short, or Doc Gonzo. And I'm Mrs. Gonzo. :)

Thinking

So my sister and I were having a conversation about children. All of my female cousins have popped out a child except me. on ALL sides of the family. is that wrong? I dont want kids anytime soon but I have been getting so much pressure from everyone including my husband about having a child. I DO NOT WANT A CHILD anytime soon. How hard is that to understand? I have a life of school still ahead of me. I have been in college for 6 whole years already and I have done just fine without a lil Gonzo crawling around. Im tired of taking everyones BS on having a child.

I miss you so much it hurts

I know you come home very soon, but right now I feel so empty inside. I feel like a part of me is dying because your not here with me at this point of time. It sucks so bad to know that you come home next month, and me feeling like I'm loosing air when I don't speak to you. I miss you so much I hate this empty feeling

I love you more babe-o

Come home soon
Xoxox
The wife

oh, you wanna know when my husband comes home?

He comes home next month some time! Wooo! Yes its been a tough 6 months and finally its almost time to call this deployment over!! I can tell you of all the emotions that I've had, my crazy mood swings, my really bad pity fits, my times where I've just wanted to crawl in a hole and die! Well, I don't wanna bore ya. Right now I can't even sleep because I'm so anxious in knowing that my husband returns home. Its been so rough, but God is good, he's provided for the both of us and he made a way for me to make it this far. Through these past months I can look back and see how much I've grown so much and to be quite honest its been a massive amount. I came in with knowing nothing about the military and now I could try and give you ever definition my husband throws at me. I'm no longer a boot wife! :) well right now he's in a place that he necessarily doesn't wanna be in but he's so close to coming home he could really careless where he is. But ima try and get some shut eye. Until next time kids. Good night.
Berna

Love you husband!

Oh my husband

All the time. I mean all the time my husband makes me feel amazing. I swear, even on my worse days he knows exactly what to do to make me instantly feel better. I have been having some terrible cramps these past months and him, oh he just comes in and says the most stupidiest jokes. He cracks me up. And for that matter, he will do anything to make me smile. Either way, he is an amazing man that I love with alls my heart. He is so good to me.

Babe-o, this ones for you.

I love you more than you could possibly imagine. I am so blessed to have you in my life. Xoxoxoxox

The wife,
Berna