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Sunday, June 14, 2009

Oh my husband

All the time. I mean all the time my husband makes me feel amazing. I swear, even on my worse days he knows exactly what to do to make me instantly feel better. I have been having some terrible cramps these past months and him, oh he just comes in and says the most stupidiest jokes. He cracks me up. And for that matter, he will do anything to make me smile. Either way, he is an amazing man that I love with alls my heart. He is so good to me.

Babe-o, this ones for you.

I love you more than you could possibly imagine. I am so blessed to have you in my life. Xoxoxoxox

The wife,
Berna

Saturday, June 13, 2009

whoa whoa whoa

First off.. Ovulating sucks! And to those guys out there (including my husband) who thinks cramps are funny. Shame on you. Aunt flow is in full affect. :-) well things are looking up for the most part, I mean God is so good! He knows just how much I can handle, we can handle. That his hand is never too short, its always within His reach. I can't begin to thank God enough for ALL that he has done. I am so thankful that he knows our hearts, he knows out thoughts, and he know just what were going through. Thank you God, for you've been so faithful.

About 70% of this deployment=ACCOMPLISHED!!!!!!! Whoa. I cannot begin to explain my excitement and my joy right now. I can hardly contain it!!

Well I don't have much to say today. Except God is good and I love my husband beyond anything ever fathonable.

I love you babe-o
Xoxo

Your wife.

Friday, June 12, 2009

and so it is..

Well I'm already beginning to feel that lonliness that I felt at the beginning of this deployment and he hasn't even left to this last excersise yet well he will be leaving again soon. And this will be the lonest afloat and I'm so terribly sad, we are at 5 months headed on 6 months here. And it just kills me to know that I won't be able to talk to him or see his smile that just melts my heart. I love him so much that I don't know what I do without this husband of mine. I love you babe-o and I know that ill be able to see the end of this..

Berna
The wife
Xoxoxo

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

updates!

Well, my husband will be coming home very very soon! And I am so thrilled to have him home and be my husband :-). So excited and so overwhelmed with joy! My husband is my one and only and I cannot be more thankful to have him as my man. :-)
Things are making progress here in CAL and I think I'm finally starting to wing myself from my parents and everyone back home. Its been a drag me having to always go back and visit. No one really visits me so I think its good being on my own.
Well, short update. :-)
Bernadette

Monday, May 25, 2009

A Womans Worth

One Flaw In Women
Women have strengths that amaze men.
They bear hardships and they carry burdens,
but they hold happiness, love and joy.
They smile when they want to scream.
They sing when they want to cry.
They cry when they are happy
and laugh when they are nervous.
They fight for what they believe in.
They stand up to injustice..
They don't take "no" for an answer
when they believe there is a better solution.
They go without so their family can have.
They go to the doctor with a frightened friend.
They love unconditionally.
They cry when their children excel
and cheer when their friends get awards.
They are happy when they hear about
a birth or a wedding.
Their hearts break when a friend dies.
They grieve at the loss of a family member,
yet they are strong when they
think there is no strength left.
They know that a hug and a kiss
can heal a broken heart.
Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors.
They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you
to show how much they care about you.
The heart of a woman is what
makes the world keep turning.
They bring joy, hope and love.
They have compassion and ideas.
They give moral support to their
family and friends.
Women have vital things to say
and everything to give.
HOWEVER, IF THERE IS ONE FLAW IN WOMEN,
IT IS THAT THEY FORGET THEIR WORTH.

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

I'm amazed

Well its the 19th and we are on to month 5 of this deployment. Never have I thought I would make it this far without having a nervoud breakdown or two. These past 4 months have been an emotional roller coaster. Everything that I thought wouldn't happen, did. And that's ok. Because everything is panning out perfect and I know if I have a positive attitude about everything, it will all be perfect. My husband comes home soon. But not soon enough. Currently he's preparing to head to Australia! Yes. That lucky man. Well I know he'd trade that to come home in a heartbeat. His birthday is next week. And I hope he has a good birthday, (yes, without me) :-).

Well I'm in Zona for the next 9 days. Angelica the baby sister graduates high school on thurs so I'm here for that. I can't believe it. My mom and dad have all hs grads and now working on college degrees.

Update on vanessa. (Vanessa is my older sister). Well she is 8 weeks and 4 days pregnant and 220 days to go. Her first trimester is coming to an end! And on to her 2nd one! I take her to the drs tomm! Oh my I an so anxious to see the ultrasound. So excited!

But nothing more to update, until tomm kiddos. Goodnight

I love you babe-o

The wife. Bern

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

its been forever and a day

So its been a while that I've updated this silly thing. Well everything is going absolutely fabulous! I have such an amazing husband. I'm quite delighted to have him in my life. It wouldn't be the same without him by my side, in my thoughts or in my prayers. He is my forever perfect man.

Well. Me and the husband finally started web caming it! And its quite awesome. Just seeing his smile makes my heart melt. I wish I could just touch his face and kiss him.I just touch the screen and wish he could feel my hands :-)

Well I don't have much time to update! I will update again verrrry soon!

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

blah

Its been a couple of days since I've updated! But the reason why is because I felt like I was repeating myself over and over. Lol so this should work for now. Happy cinco de mayo! Hahaha

Just kidding! I miss my husband!

That's all
Love you babe-o

The wife

Xoxoxox

Saturday, May 2, 2009

missing my handsome gorgeous husband

The deployment for the most part seems like its getting easier and easier. I've officially started adjusting hearing from the hubsand every so often now. So its not too bad. I don't dramtically miss him like I used to. All crying. And crap like that. But I'm doing good. Of course, I still miss him more than ever but I'm doing good

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

I LOVE my husband more than words could possibly express










The words to it. since I know he doesnt understand. :-)


I went* walking through streets soaked in oblivion
I went through parks with ghosts and fallen angels
I went without light, I went without sun,
I went without a feeling, I went dying.
I went flying over the sea on broken wings.



Oh love, you appeared in my life and you cured my wounds
Oh love, you are my moon, you are my sun, you are my bread of every day.



You appeared with your light
No, never leave, oh, don't leave, no
You are the glory us both until death



In a world of illusion
I was hopeless
I was abandoned
I lived without feelings
But (then) you came


Oh love, you are my religion
You are light, you are my sun
Open your heart, open your heart
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So long ago, my heart*,
I lived in pain, in oblivion
Oh love, you are my blessing, my religion
You are my sun that cures the cold


You appeared with your light,
No, no, no, don't abandon me
No, never, my love
Glory of us both
You are sun, you are my all
You are blessing.


I will live forever by your side with your light
I will die by your side
You are glory and blessing


You are my blessing*
You are my religion


You are my eternity
And even my salvation


I had nothing
And today I have you with glory
With glory, with glory
My love (x5)



You are my blessing
You are my light, you are my sun.