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Monday, July 6, 2009

I miss you so much it hurts

I know you come home very soon, but right now I feel so empty inside. I feel like a part of me is dying because your not here with me at this point of time. It sucks so bad to know that you come home next month, and me feeling like I'm loosing air when I don't speak to you. I miss you so much I hate this empty feeling

I love you more babe-o

Come home soon
Xoxox
The wife

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

oh, you wanna know when my husband comes home?

He comes home next month some time! Wooo! Yes its been a tough 6 months and finally its almost time to call this deployment over!! I can tell you of all the emotions that I've had, my crazy mood swings, my really bad pity fits, my times where I've just wanted to crawl in a hole and die! Well, I don't wanna bore ya. Right now I can't even sleep because I'm so anxious in knowing that my husband returns home. Its been so rough, but God is good, he's provided for the both of us and he made a way for me to make it this far. Through these past months I can look back and see how much I've grown so much and to be quite honest its been a massive amount. I came in with knowing nothing about the military and now I could try and give you ever definition my husband throws at me. I'm no longer a boot wife! :) well right now he's in a place that he necessarily doesn't wanna be in but he's so close to coming home he could really careless where he is. But ima try and get some shut eye. Until next time kids. Good night.
Berna

Love you husband!