Well I'm already beginning to feel that lonliness that I felt at the beginning of this deployment and he hasn't even left to this last excersise yet well he will be leaving again soon. And this will be the lonest afloat and I'm so terribly sad, we are at 5 months headed on 6 months here. And it just kills me to know that I won't be able to talk to him or see his smile that just melts my heart. I love him so much that I don't know what I do without this husband of mine. I love you babe-o and I know that ill be able to see the end of this..